“A Tale of finding the Answer to the Ever haunting Why”


I just want you to know,

I will always be here.

When you don’t want to share,

I won’t persist and I won’t chase,

Even if I want to delve deep into.

When you are busy, when its your time,

Your pain calling out, wanting to be alone,

Through those silences I will stay,

No, I am not one to stray,

Just know I am there,

A part of your soul somewhere.

Broken whenever you are,

We will piece it together,

The pieces that haunt you the most,

Is where we will start.

Even when you fail to say it,

I will understand,

I won’t stop your tears from falling,

I will let you vent it out,

As your pain echoes in me,

Burning me inside, searing my heart.

Nights and Days I have cried,

Thinking I don’t deserve you,

Not knowing how I always got pulled back to you ,

The confusion has now abated,

Stranded and alone I am no more,

WE is what we have been creating since time eternal,

this the soul made me realize,

So I am here till eternity,

I finally have the answer to my WHY.



All Rights Reserved. Vanya Rajwar.

The Soul’s Urge©| 2018

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Vanya Rajwar

That "not so social" author. An Alpha by sight but a lone wolf by right. Eternally and Devastatingly romantic. Not 'sugary' but dark and tormented. A furore of passion and the despair of an idealism not realised. An Ambivert; my calm demeanour hides the raging storm of emotions inside. A Freelance Writer; expressing emotions through words.

34 thoughts on “WHY”

  1. The why which i figured out by inner-reflection and questions..

    Yes, I am here.. ! to listen to all your heart that is filled with doubt and lies 🤗

  2. You are looking beautiful as always in the featured image 🌹This is a breathtaking read…to have a woman feel like this towards her man (and vice versa) is a dream come true. Out of curiosity, have you read the book WE? It feels like you may have been exposed to it in this writing…hinting at it a bit with the “time eternal” and eternity references. It is an interesting read if you haven’t. Love this post 💖

    1. Thankyou so much Michael!! I am glad you liked it! And maybe yeah to have a woman feel this way but sometimes I wonder will a man feel the same way about her even if she does…
      And no I haven’t read it… I will do so for sure now!! I am such a believer in eternal love I will sure love to read it. Thankyou for the update!

      1. Awww, it is my pleasure 💖I think it is definitely possible for a man to feel the same. I think I’m wired this way. Some men, just like some women don’t feel love like this. I suspect it more about finding a kindred spirit that is willing to invest in keeping the magical feelings alive.

      2. Yeah I agree some women don’t. And the last line about finding a kindred spirit.. Maybe that’s what everyone is trying to find these days yet they are unable to.

      1. So, then I believe there’s a meaning to every photo of yours.
        For, what I believe, you are making your posts alive by showing your photos and emotions you have at that time, to be honestly speaking, that’s very intelligent.

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