Tale of a Strong Woman with a Dead Soul who finds her Existence Pointless
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She wanted to be the girl in his poems,
The one he would never forget.
She wanted to be the girl in his sketches,
The one he would always need,
Just like the air he breathes.
She wanted to be the girl in his dreams,
The one he would fight for,
One he would forever be at the side of.
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Instead she became the girl who wrote odes to her pain,
In trying to become his muse,
She lost her own self.
The girl who pretended to be happy even when sad,
Tried to be strong even when weak,
All this just for him;
Her hollow eyes had no expression,
When she realised she was so replaceable, so easily forgotten.
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Even after all that, Lust driven men chased after her,
Trying to claw at the numb remains of a body, with a shattered soul,
Nobody seemed to care, she had emotions too.
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Left Uncared & Unloved for, people sing praises of her strength,
The girl who became her own muse.
A girl who seems stone cold,
Shrouded in a constant mystery,
One who loved and fought with all her being,
something the ones in her life failed to reciprocate.
A wounded tigress they call her,
But she is just a girl with a dead soul,
One whose tears fail to flow,
One who feels she has no regrets, To the extent that,
She finds her mere Existence pointless.
That "not so social" author. An Alpha by sight but a lone wolf by right. Eternally and Devastatingly romantic. Not 'sugary' but dark and tormented. A furore of passion and the despair of an idealism not realised. An Ambivert; my calm demeanour hides the raging storm of emotions inside. A Freelance Writer; expressing emotions through words.
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Wonderful expression. Very touching. I liked the high point “Instead she became the girl who wrote odes to her pain,
In trying to become his muse,
She lost her own self.” I remember another true story. Made me nostalgic. Thanks for sharing. Regards. Jay
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The words of a strong Independent woman!
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Wonderful expression. Very touching. I liked the high point “Instead she became the girl who wrote odes to her pain,
In trying to become his muse,
She lost her own self.” I remember another true story. Made me nostalgic. Thanks for sharing. Regards. Jay
Glad you liked it and could connect it to another story. Your words mean a lot. Thanks for the read.
This is amazingβ¦
Thankyou so much!! Glad you liked it!
Very emotionally great share Vanya
Sunshine your way…
Keep sharing great work !!
Thankyou so much! Glad you liked it!!
My pleasure always
Wow. This is really good. The line about wanting the be the girl in his sketches reminds me of the movie Titanic. Cheers
Thankyou so much. This means a lot. Glad you liked it. I know right, when it comes to sketches who can forget Titanic!
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Thankyou.
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