You are my first thought in the morning and the last one at night.
It brightens my day, bringing a blushing smile on my face
fills me with warmth, in the dark, trying to lull me to a peaceful sleep.
Many nights I don’t want to close my eyes because I can feel your arms around me.
My mind knows its an illusion but even then the heart is scared to lose the warmth, so it clings on,
refusing to embrace the astral darkness.
There are mornings when I don’t want to open my eyes because I can feel your presence beside me.
My mind imagined you with me as we roamed around in my dreamland
then the heart is afraid that the dream will break as it knows you won’t be there when I wake up to the new day.
This fight goes on forever, the mind wins some days
the heart takes over many nights,
It is my soul that never finds peace, due to the eternal CONFLICT.
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The Soul’s Urge©|2018