With the beginning of a New Year,
Her Soul that was Withered and Shattered,
Went through a major transformation,
It was the long awaited moments of Spiritual Awakening,
As her Earth Realities changed,
She embraced her true persona and flew unfettered.
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She realised she was never an extreme,
Neither the Epitome of Good,
Nor a Paragon of Evil,
She was a Paradox,
Benign yet Impassive.
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She was never a Friend to be called upon for Benefits,
But then she was also not the Commitment that one called a Relationship,
She was a Strings Attached,
Never given a Closure,
Used in accordance to Whims and Fancies,
An Obscure and Cavernous bond of a Situationship.
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Somewhere down the lane of the year begone,
She lost her Passion for a Romance Eternal.
She wasn’t the one you’d want,
If you wanted an everlasting ardor,
She was one holding on to the last vestiges of humanity to feel Alive,
So all she can provide is Love Universal.
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She wasn’t the Fury nor was she the Calm,
Despite the Pandemonium within her heart and mind,
She seemed at Peace with her Inner Self ,
This impressed upon the watching eye,
And she appeared to them as Divine and Ethereal.
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However, at the end of it all,
The realization hit her long and hard,
The cognizance that she was neither the Black nor the White,
She was just somewhere betwixt,
A Perfect Meld of all the shades GREY;
She was Devoid of Sadness,
But No; There was no Happiness,
Just a Soulful Numbness.
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All Rights Reserved. Vanya Rajwar.
The Soul’s UrgeΒ©| 2019
This was beautiful!β¨
And the end was just amazing!
Thankyou so much!!! π Glad you liked it! Means a lot!! β¨β¨
You know magic!
And I am flattered. You praise me way more than its worth. β€οΈπΈπΈ Thankyou so much!!
The third stanza made me smile. You’re clever in the way you paint her using words.
That is one of my favourites. The grey area of a situationship. I am glad you liked it!!!
She sounds unique and independent, the perfect woman. Loved the pic you look very attractive!
Yeah I guess she is. Just that she is neither the ultimate light nor the intense darkness.
And thankyou so much. I am glad you liked both the pic and verses. The pic gave me the idea of the grey shades. πΈπΌπΌ
Well done. Happy new year
Thank you so much. Same to you!!
This is one hell of a poem. I love this and the girl is so desirous. A stellar job Vanya. And you look beautiful. Stay charming
This means a lot. Thankyou so much!! Glad you loved the portrayal as well as the picture. πΈπΈβ¨
I sure did. Stay blessed
Awesome
Nicely penned.Looking beautiful.
Thankyou π«
Welcome Vanya ji.