Tale of a woman who is ready to Let Go of the past and wants to start afresh
It’s a funny story of life,
I fell in love with a man,
One with whom I never wanted to,
He loved another so I let him go.
I fell for another, his friend,
With a heightened intensity,
Stood by him through hard times,
He started crushing on another,
Later fell for her too,
So I let him go.
The previous man returned,
With new promises and more efforts,
But I still held the other in my heart,
Despite his loyalty,
I couldn’t invest myself totally,
Not one to twist my words for long,
I told him so,
Yet again, I let him go.
The other man has many dreams,
He still is in love with another it seems,
I wonder if he will ever return,
But disappointments and dashed hopes I have had enough,
I have given myself a closure numerous times,
But this time a proper closure I do seek.
Might be a joke at times,
So the book I am writing will be the closure I seek,
A new beginning and two chapters closed,
That’s what I feel the ending will be.
I am learning and growing,
I am changing and evolving,
I know it’s time for me to free myself of their snares,
It’s time for me to rediscover myself for what I am.
Finally, I have realised it’s time,
As a friend I will probably still be there for them too,
I am proud of the woman they have forged me into,
Despite having promised a forever and eternity,
The woman I have become,
She is finally Letting Go.
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